Aloha – I humble myself in sharing the following life experiences not as a victim or with resentment but as who I truly am, an awaked sentient being of love, peace and compassion. I share with the hopes of delivering a message that through the darkest of times one can awaken to the power in which they are and will always be, the most powerful forces in their universe. And as a result of that conscious awakening express love, peace and compassion for those less fortunate and those that suffer from the illusions of their mind that contribute to such pain and suffering for themselves and the world.
A TRUE STORY
MY STORY
While my wonderful parents loved me and did the best they could to raise me and taught me invaluable lessons that have help bring me to the wonderful life I live today, I was a product of childhood mental, physical, and emotional abuse, otherwise justified by society at that time as corporal punishment or discipline. I was raised in a very strict household in the suburbs of Los Angeles.
Like many people who grew up in a highly discipline environment my parents were and still may be unaware that my childhood was fear based to the point of constant emotional anxiety and distress. As you will read about on this web site under Addition to Unhappiness psychologist for the most part have found that society teaches parents to treat, and raise their children through the lens of and adult with very little consideration for how a child may view the world.
From my father’s lens he had what he referred to as a mind of his own and was a very strong, demanding, surviving induvial that when questioned or ask to do something by authority that did not resonate with him he would question it and stand by his beliefs. My father not only give me his first and last name but brought me up through his adult lens to be like him. Yes, like many children I was cloned and when he asked me to do something that did not resonate with me, as he did, I questioned him and stood by my beliefs.
Needless to say this did not go well and as a result of his corporal punishment and discipline brought me to the point that at the very young age of 14, I left home for the first time, or should I say ran away from home for a 3,500-mile cross-country hitchhiking run away adventure from California to New York that challenged me beyond my young and naïve imagination and almost cost me my life.
At times, these adventures lead me to be homeless on the violent gang ridden, life threatening streets of East and South Central Los Angeles, otherwise known as “the hood”, home of such violent gangs as 18th Street, Bloods, Crips and the Undertakers a rival gang of the Hells Angels. Even though in the best interest of my survival I may have hung with these gangs I was never a gang member but was told many times as a young adult that if I continued my path in the hood that I would either be permanently incarcerated or end up dead .
In my attempts to escape from the hood I found myself as a young adult amidst the might of the military machine during the Vietnam War era where my mental, physical, and emotional challenges escalated to the brink of insanity. As a youngster my father wanted the best for men and constantly pressured me to going out and making money by cutting neighbors lawns, washing their cars, etc. While raising me in such a manner would give me financial motivation and incentives, as an adult it also resulted in always fearing not having money and when I did have money, I fear losing it.
I got married, traveled the world and had great life adventures but was never there, I was a compulsive thinker always in my head while life past me by, filled with resentment, and anger, always fearing or worrying about the future wondering how I would survive and as the scientific studies that we provided on this web site shows like many people I was unaware that I was addicted to unhappiness and as a result I had made my self-identity out of money, resentment, distress, anger and fear and called it love, peace and happiness.
MY AWAKENING
I knew very little outside my social engineering box of education, culture, religion and a host of other people’s beliefs and values that I was programmed to believe as a child and what little I did know in the world of mind, body a spirit or metaphysics like most people around me I mocked and shrugged off as new age cons for old age hippies. Then in 2008 due to circumstances beyond our control my twenty-five year marriage was coming to an end. During that 25 years I had told my wife thousands of times that if anything ever happen to her I would die of a broken heart. Little did I known that statement was a self-fulfilling prophecy as I contemplated suicide. Simultaneously the economy had crash escalating my money fears as the years of self-abuse were physically catching up to me, weighting in at 222 lbs. my obesity was putting pressure on my lower back and legs to the point that I found myself unable to walk any further than 20 minutes without being short of breath and my right leg going numb with excruciating back and leg pain.
As accident wisdom brings fourth, easier to awaken from a nightmare then a dream. In my desperation to survive my nightmare I had awakened from my dream state of social engineering that caused me such great suffering to a universe of infinite possibilities that lead me to Science of the West and Holistic Wisdom of the East and eventually epigenetics.
EASIER TO AWAKEN FROM A NIGHTMARE THEN A DREAM.
14 YEARS OLD 5,000 MILES
THE HOOD
I turned back my biological hands of time by successfully integrated epigenetics with virtual reality, psychology, metaphysics, quantum physics, spiritualism, holistic wisdom and a host of other modalities, creating an epi fountain of youth of physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual enlightenment that changed my life forever. You can further read about the process and see photos of on this web site under Epi fountain of Youth.
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As a result of my success I took numerous long distances backing hikes including trekking Haleakala Crater on Maui Hawaii, which took 9 hours at 10,000ft, dropping down a 3'000ft crater wall, crossing 3 miles of lava rock, trekking up two 1,500ft red lava sand hills, and up a 4'000ft crater wall of switchbacks to my car. Click on the adjacent image that’s me in the center of Haleakala. As of this date I have hiked Haleakala Crater a total of three times. Remember, I was the guy before my Epi Fountain of Youth that could not walk or stand for more than 20mins without numbness and excruciating back and leg pain.
EPI FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH
BRINK OF INSANITY
Little did I know during my transformation a wonderful colleague and friend that was a psychology professor teaching at a local university in addition to having a 20 year practice was observing my transformation and invited me to lecture to a group of undergraduates. Since then the universe has lead me to lecturing at other universities and medical facilities which has included being invited back a number of times out through the years.
I continued to celebrate my awaking and abundance by giving back to the universe and those around the world who are less fortunate than most people by becoming a world caregiver. I continued to take care of a wonderful elderly women that had no one, that I consider my adopted mom as she looked upon me as her son. I helped not only those in need in my community but also traveled to places like Africa, South East Asia, India, Thailand, Bangladesh, Cambodia, Cuba and a host of other developing counties where I supported and worked with third world villages, slum schools, street families and orphanages. I trek across deserts and deep into jungles with 55 pound backpacks to supply refugee camps in war torn regency with desperately needed supplies.
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Then the most extraordinaire gift of my universe came into my life, my honey bride Keema. You will love this beautiful sentient being for she is an inspiration beyond words in which I humble myself to this day for her intuitive gifts that brings such color to the world and continues to contribute to the pinnacle of my life and my awakened being – I never knew love the way I love Keema and the way Keema loves me. Little did I know at the time I met her the richness that she would bring to my life, but also that she would play a major role in saving my life.
THE MOST EXTRAORDINAIRE GIFT
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Suddenly in 2015 out of know where an unexpected adventure came into our lives as I once again faced my own mortality with the discovery that I had been caring around a tumor logged in my right femur that had metastasize into a highly aggressive stage 4 cancer that was rapidly spreading out through my body eating away at my right and left leg bone structures and lower spine, causing a fracture that not only added to the excruciating pain but also completed disabling me from walking. As if that was not enough simultaneously, another potently life threating disease in the form of an intestinal bacteria called H.Pylori had been eating its way through my digestive tract. You can read more about this under Adventures in Stage 4 Cancer.
ADVENTURES IN STAGE 4 CANCER
That said, while I would not wish this painful life threatening experience on anyone let alone myself, if I had to go through it I would have not had gone through it any other way for out of all its excruciating physical pain and agony it was truly an amazing experience. Amazing because Tripler Army Medical center, which is the largest military medical facility in the Pacific open their minds to epigenetics and our holistic integrative medicine. Amazing because according to my diagnose it’s amazing I am still alive and as some doctors express, they were amazed that I did not have the intense side effects of the allopathic treatments and that I recovered so rapidly.
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It has now been more than 10 years since I awakened to my suffering and most of all to my being and all that I truly am, and more than a year since my full cancer recovery. I am now back in top physical shape. Keema’s and my success with the power of epigenetics, integrative medicine and all that we are intuitively and spiritually is truly a testimony that we look forward in sharing.
We now rejoice in sharing our life experiences with you and the world and through the disciplines of epi, and our awakening, my honey and I hope to continue to create and deliver life changing messages and modalities that can help you as they have us to tap into the divine power in which you have been are and always will be, the most powerful force in your universe – LIFE IS GOOD
ANCIENT TIBETAN SOUND HEALING - VIRTUAL REALITY – HOLISTIC INTEGRATIVE MEDICINE
ANXIETY AND DISTRESS
WORLD CAREGIVING
We humble ourselves to Tripler Army Medical center, and all those that contributed to my recovery for being open to epigenetics and our holistic integrative medicine practices.
LIFE IS GOOD
As a runaway youth life challenges for my survival escalated. While my parents taught me to respect and obey the law, in which I did at less most of the time my parents thought that they would teach me a lesson by signing over their parental rights to the courts which than made me what was referred to at the time as a “ward of the courts” and I was labeled an “at risk youth.” Being at-risk, the juvenile courts saw each runaway action as an offense, however, I grow to view them as a call to adventure as I went in and out of juvenile detention camps and foster homes for being an adventurer with a mind of my own and standing up for my beliefs.
AT-RISK
“Humble yourself to your universe and it will humble itself to you.” – IamEPI.com
“The core of suffering is not the lack of love, peace, or compassion. The core of suffering is the lack of awakened discipline out of the illusions of your mind.” – IamEPI.com
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